I'll say this... I hate people that try and create a "safe-net" for you in-case you dont get to where you want to go. You know what that tells me? The are either jealous that i'm going to go where i want to go or that they have tried their hand at they're dream but failed. So they want to hold you back just in case you dont get there. I am determined. I am going to get to where i want to go. I will look back on my life where every one thought i would fail and say "yes i did it".
why is things always so negative? "your not", "but you wont" and my favorite "and what happens when you fail at it?" There is never any positive things. I dont ask for much, ever, but simple support from now and again i shouldn't think would hurt. If people haven't made their dream then they should try their best to help other people.
I had the same treatment as a child. When i found out what a lawyer was i wanted to be a lawyer. But what was i told? "Oh you have to be very smart to be a lawyer" and when i thought about the Police "nah you dont want to go there" and a soldier "you couldn't hack it, you'd be knackerd after you got there". Those are careers. I remember when i wanted to be the fastest some thing... i can't remember but lets say it was a cyclist. Some a grand-parent said "theres always some one faster".... what kinda motivation is that?
Well this really pissed me off.... I'm sick of it. What happened to faith? Or general supporting your family? The more it gets to me, what Alfie Cheyne said at the prize giving makes more sence. He said " the area has great talent. Its the mood of the area""I'm fae Banff, I'm niver gettin ony where""" which is not true. I've got my mind set on what i want to do.
People dont get nothing if they do nothing. I put every thing aside so i get better at what i do so i wont be a 30-40+ year old giving my son a lecture on how to pick a career and stick with it.
I know what i want. I know how to get it.
I know i will get it
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